So, I am afraid to go back and see how many of these blogs contain apologies from me in one form or another. Seems like all I can successfully do is apologize. I have had numerous ideas to blog about but they all seemed to have a negative tone, so I thought I would wait for something positive. Unfortunately, I keep waiting. Not that everything is all bad, but I just keep waiting for something to be proud of myself for regarding the BetterU program. I "know" what I should be doing, but I am having a heckuva time making myself just do it. My goals were so lofty at the beginning, now I feel like I'm just struggling to not fall further behind.

The huge, positive thing that I have gained from this journey are the amazing women I have met. Each and every one of the bloggers is a truly amazing woman. Toni and Maggie are two extraordinary women who I feel blessed to have met. And, Jayme, who has been one of my biggest cheerleaders. I honestly feel the love from these women through the connections we have made. I hope to continue to nurture these relationships long after the 12-week program is over.

Thank you to all of my friends and family who have stood and stand behind and next to me. You are the reason I signed up for this and you are the reasons I haven't given up.